Super hyped for Destiny tomorrow.  Not to mention I started my new antidepressants to no side effects!  It might just be in my head, but I’m already feeling better than I was.  I can only hope things will keep going up from here, it’s exhausting feeling like shit all the time.

I don’t want to say it’s been a good experience being depressed, because it hasn’t.  It’s been hell.  But it’s been eye opening.  I have a new respect for people.  It’s hard to describe what I’m feeling, but everyone has their own shit and some of us are just struggling to stay living.  I’ve learned a lot about mental illness too.  Seriously, tons of respect for people dealing with shit.  And I want to make people happy.  That’s another thing I realized.  If I can make games that can do that, my life will be made.