Sucks when you’re 17 and a concert is in your area with a 18+ restriction a week before your birthday
Super hyped for Destiny tomorrow. Not to mention I started my new antidepressants to no side effects! It might just be in my head, but I’m already feeling better than I was. I can only hope things will keep going up from here, it’s exhausting feeling like shit all the time.
I don’t want to say it’s been a good experience being depressed, because it hasn’t. It’s been hell. But it’s been eye opening. I have a new respect for people. It’s hard to describe what I’m feeling, but everyone has their own shit and some of us are just struggling to stay living. I’ve learned a lot about mental illness too. Seriously, tons of respect for people dealing with shit. And I want to make people happy. That’s another thing I realized. If I can make games that can do that, my life will be made.